I've been an even worse blogger for the entire month of February...
My party for ADRho was great, but I wasn't drunk enough. I made FYI facilitator like I thought I would, and I'm getting ready to have an interview with Student Ambassadors, which I'm not relaly worried about. And if I don't get it, it's not like I don't have enough to do--Alpha Delta Rho has been eating a big part of my time lately. I've been doing less and less homework lately, but surprisingly more than I remember doing last semester. David and I got it on again.. just a couple of weeks ago. I have the dates on my dry erase board with a "*D" on them--January 20th and February 5th. I feel rather ashamed because I practically threw myself on him before he left for home on Friday, and he pretty much let me know that he wasn't interested. I'm really sort of embarrassed about it. I keep meeting guys online.. I feel like I'm sort of cheating myself, especially because of the 39-year-old Kevin incident that happened today. Piss on him. He is hung up on some ex that he dated for 8 years. Which should be my first red flag--I've never done anything for more than 8 years, much less a person! He's too old.. when I was 40, he'd be 60, and when I was 70, he'd probably have died already. And he freaks me out with all the sexual experience he's obviously had.. and we really don't have that much in common. We're just at different points in our life. And hey.. that's a-ok with me.. I should be dating someone who's not two times my age and right at my mental level. I should be dating someone who's my age and below my mental/emotional level.. because.. that's just the way the world works! :) David has been eliminated as a potential anything.. my head says so, at least, but my heart is still hanging on for him as a contender. Jay (from the painful 2002 Valentine's Day episode, wherein he tells me he's interested on the night of Valentine's day and then tells me that he's 'just not ready' literally 2 days later.) has reentered my life again.. just on AIM, though. I haven't decided if he's as big of a waste of time as David is and also as much as I think he is. Still interested in Fernando. Just wondering if he will always be a crush and then on the night that he gets married to someone else, I'll tell him that. That's the way life's been lately... single. And hopeless.
Lyn's with a boy now named Brady. Brady's only 18, and we all think that he's anorexic. We know he's got some psych problems, possibly because of that and because of the fact that he cheated on Lyn like a week after they started dating. Lyn is bamboozled by Brady, I think... he's paying his first months' rent for Melrose Apts. and letting him drive his car (which the real Lyn never would've let anyone do). It could be that he's in love, but I look at that with a cynic's eyes because I know how much sex they're having. Wonder how long it will be before Brady cheats again. Once a cheater, always a cheater, at least in his case. Brady did drag last night at Ruby's.. how completely dysfunctional but completely in-character. And Lyn always said that he'd never really be into a drag queen after that whole thing with Justin happened! HA!
Rachel's still got Nick. Nauseatingly she has him. They talk on the phone every night for like 3 hours.. god only knows about what.
We threw a surprise party for Adam on Friday night.. it was a lot of fun, but I stayed sober and ended up driving everyone home b/c of some severe drama that was going on between Adam and Lyn and then Lyn and Brady. The drama btwn Lyn and Brady being that Brady "thinks he got his drink drugged" (he drank too much on an anorexically empty stomach) and was passing out in the front seat, as Lyn panicked and told Erina to call 911.. no, don't call 911.. no, call.. no, don't.. geez. The gayness.
Chinese food's here... wheeeeeeee... :)